September 20th, 2018
At the end of the day, no matter how bad the day feels, I am always grateful that I am on this journey of sobriety. It is so wonderful to feel clear headed. With that being said, there is nothing I’d like better right now than an ice cold beer. Oh, who am I kidding? A freaking case would work nicely.
But I won’t. I won’t because I know that it’s not going to actually make anything any better, that I would be terribly disappointed in myself and, if nothing else, I just can’t go back to hangovers. So the pity party will have to continue sans alcohol.
I don’t know why I’m feeling this way exactly but I guess that happens sometimes. Lots of little things adding up. So it’s a nice hot shower, carb free aromatherapy and early to bed for me.
Writing the title makes me think of the Lisa Loeb song, Bad Day. Does anyone remember that song? I’m pretty sure that’s the name of the song but I am terrible about song names so please correct me if I’m wrong.
150 Days 